Martzy

About me:

Blessed are the hearts that bend, for they will never break..."




They call me Cole...
or Bubba, or Country, or Nikki, or Martzy, or Martz, or Nic, or...well, you get the idea.

In twenty-two years, I’ve loved too hard, lost too soon and learned lessons I’ll never forget.

I’ve been knocked down, beat up and told I’d never amount to anything.

I’ve stared death in the face and laughed at it. I’ve come close enough to not fear it anymore. I’ve lost enough loved ones in my life to know I’ll be alright…they’re somewhere, throwin a big ole party, waitin on me to join ‘em…I just hope I don’t see ‘em anytime soon.

I’ve learned who my true friends are…and I’ve learned to hold them so close to my heart that become a part of me. They’re a part of me I can always count on - a part of me I’ll never doubt - a part of me that knows me better than I know myself. I love them, plain and simple.

I’m nowhere near perfect. I’m rough around the edges and sometimes a little too obnoxious…but I’m loyal - almost to a fault. I’ll defend you and protect you until the end of time, even if I know you’re not in the right. It’s all because I’ve been taught to be loyal to those who would be loyal to you…and that’s how I live my life.

I’ve got a horrible temper. I don’t know when to shut up or how to control it, at all. It takes a while to reach that point but once I’m there, I really lose all control. I try my best to keep it under control but when it does come out, it’s best to take a few steps back and let me go…getting in my way will get you hurt.

Things are finally working out for me. I'm finally back home in good ole Hampton (ADAMS motherfuckin COUNTY BABY!) livin on my own. I've got some amazing friends, and some even more amazing family, supporting me...I'm struggling on my own but I'm doing it - mostly because people say I won't. I'm just focused at this point - and I don't think there's any better way for me to make my life what it should be.

you'll never learn what you need to know by reading the info on myspace...you need to get to know me for that...so what are you waiting for? GET AT ME!






Here's your warning: I hate the city. I hate concrete. I hate crowded areas. I'm from the COUNTRY. I was raised on country values and my momma taught me to respect everybody. Sweet tea sippin, front porch livin...there aint nothing better than that. I say yes ma'am, yes sir, no ma'am and no sir...my grandmomma taught me that. My grand daddy taught me to be proud of who you are and where ya come from...ya only got one true hometown, he always said. I owe who I am today to my family and I'll forever be in debt to them for the lessons I've learned.

I am who I am. I love you for who you are. I won't change you and I don't expect you to change me. If you want a perfect friend, look somewhere else...because I aint perfect...but I am the most loyal person you'll ever find. I'll always be there for the ones who need me, no matter what. Family is first - NO MATTER WHAT.

"Growing up country is a privilege, really. It's more than where you're born, it's an idea and state of mind that seems imparted at birth. Its more than loving fried chicken, sweet tea, football, beer, and country music. Its being hospitable and devoted to porches, magnolias, red velvet cake, Coca-Cola... and each other. We don't become country - we're born that way."




Mike Jr Memorial Video




These girls are my world...

I love you girls...and I'm always here for you - remember that. All you have to do is call and I'll drop whatever I'm doing for you...because there's nothing in my life that is more important than you two. No questions asked - I'm always there. I love you!







Courage is not the absence of fear but rather the knowledge that there is something more important. The brave may not live long, but the cautious don't live at all

Rest in Peace

Luke Runyan

K.I.A. in Iraq on 17FEB08

Neverforgotten.